Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Fibroids & Endometriosis surgery

I've been busy and stressed out lately.  I look 5 years older in three months.

What happened lately?  I started a new personal blog about my health...in detail :)  I should write about it here as well because this is probably the only place my friends can find me.

Health issue:
I have fibroids and endometriosis.  Diagnosed three months ago but nothing could be done then due to severe anemia.  I've been on Estrogen/Hormone therapy and heavy dose of iron pill for three months now.  In two weeks, I will be ready to be cut open.  

My mom is visting from Thailand to take care of me (she'll be here in like 9 days).  My Ob/Gyn who I am not familiar with and only met her a couple of times told me that I need 6 weeks of recovery time.  Boss encouraged me to take medical leave a long as I need.  I am eligible for Short Term Disability but it's only 66% of my normal pay.  (Starting 2009, the benefit increases to 100% dang it!)

I'm scared.  SO sos sososososososoosossososooooooooooooooooooooooo SCARED !!!  It's gonna hurt hurt tttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt hurt !!!!!!!

whatever...I'm ready! :)

Job Issue:
My company is not doing so well and I fear that once I am back from medical leave, I will lose my job.  (or I will lose my company...either way, I won't have a job)

Whatever...with my health renewed, I will find a new job if I need to and commute again.

1 (o_O; ~!? comments:

no-i said...

All the best wishes na ka P'Golffie!!!!!!!!!!!!

Will be keeping your in all my thoughts and prayers na ka.

soo soo na ka!